Paul Joseph Goebbels was born in 1897 in Rheydt, a small industrial town in the Rhineland, to a working-class Catholic family. He was a small, physically frail child — born with a congenital foot defect that left him with a pronounced limp — in a culture that venerated physical strength and masculine vigour. This combination of intellectual brilliance and physical inadequacy shaped his psychology profoundly: the compensatory drive, the intensity of his ambition, the need to dominate through language and spectacle what he could not dominate through physical presence.
He was the most academically accomplished of Hitler's inner circle — the only one with a genuine doctorate, earned at Heidelberg in 1921 with a dissertation on nineteenth-century romantic drama. He was a failed novelist before he became a propagandist; his diary, kept throughout his adult life, reveals a man of genuine literary sensitivity and sustained self-awareness who understood precisely what he was doing and chose to do it anyway. This makes him more disturbing, not less: Goebbels was not a fanatic who had lost his capacity for rational thought. He was an intellectual who placed his intelligence entirely in the service of irrationality.
He discovered Hitler in 1925 and underwent what he described in his diary as a conversion experience — the moment when the failed artist found the cause that would give his life the mythic significance he had always craved. From that moment, his considerable abilities were directed entirely toward one purpose: making Hitler and National Socialism irresistible to the German people.